we'll never be free from the debt we owe in life i guess, one day i started to think how life took so much more than you can earn.
the debt to appear all nice and pretty in front of lots of audience, wheter it's your long lost family who visits you once in a year, or your colleagues at work, not to mention the clients you meet everyday, more to add on the list those people you meet abstractly, when you walk window shopping at the mall, they don't know you yes it's true, but the eyes the made when they're looking at you and what you wear, seems like you owe them a good sight for sore eyes.
the other debt you owe is the attitude to work and play equally on the working field, you come on time every day, you obey the company rules, you finish your deadline on time, and after all the "crashing your bones" at work, you'd still have to manage play nice and give a great big smile to the people you work for by the end of the day, just to show appreciation for the head who pays your salary every month.
talking about other people's opinion about yourself is like a no ending love stories that runs every week (some even runs every day) on your favourite tv channel, it ain't gonna stop til you drop. get bored or just be ignorant. even when you've already pay those debts in a way you think it's good enough, the talking won't stop that easily.
the only debt that comes with a reasonable excuses is my monthly billing statement, it comes every end of the month, in a one (sometimes two or more..) piece a paper, there you can see clearly how much you've spent your money, you don't have to think of any other excuses for this one debt, pay 'em and they'll be gone for good, how easy life would be if all the other debts in life comes it this piece of paper also, so you'd know how much you owe. maybe for once, it's gonna stop eventually.
ahh..the debtlicious life, isn't it just wonderful? afterall, life is filled with choices, you can say you've chose to ignore all those trashy opinions, or the one you don't assume true, well in the end i guess, human were created to notice stuff, yes you're agree not to listen those stuff, but tell me the truth..do you really really don't care? then what's up with the crying in the middle of the night when you're alone all by yourself?
people will always think you owe them something, just sucked it up and life with it.
